Bella in eclipse? Irritable…annoying, disturbing. Her reluctance and selfishness not only irritated me that I wanted to beat her alive--which surprisingly enough is a side of me that is only incipient in a
book? But it completely ruined her character for me and put her in a contrast that is undesirable and unbearable in consequence of her actions.
First of all - I do not get how someone who is knowledgeable of several key things would continue and develop a deeper relationship with someone that they would call just a “friend”.
-holding hands while walking down a beach with someone you refer to as your best friend that you do not want to pursue an intimate relationship with frankly makes you look like…….but you don’t care really because that’s how you’ve always been. FYI, aren’t you just going to commit your life and soul to someone else? Oh by the way, how is your dear Edward doing?
-How un-aware and in denial can someone be? I find it ridiculous that she couldn’t know she was inlove with Jacob in eclipse but in new moon she often (and I really do mean often) suggested things like “I was already deeper in than I planned” and “Jacob’s and I love was more than school yard romance. Stronger…”….and loads more but I am missing my book and well I am quite irritated actually by several things so I’d rather not open up that book right now.
-And this is what bugs me, she knows that she can not keep both Edward and Jacob, she knew she was going to have to choose one, she knew she was hurting Edward and Jacob, she knew she was being selfish, she knew she was being horrible and ridiculous for pursuing a relationship that will keep hurting the people related to it…oh okay, then…bring in the pebbles and robes?!
(and when i say "robes" i am not talking about clothes.) kiiiiiding...or am I?
Her kiss with Jacob at the end of eclipse not only makes me want to throw up but it was horribly selfish and ridiculous and stupid…and well, I’d like to think bella isn’t the
only one responsible…however, I agree with everyone that posted before me that had a negative view on it.