So today at v-ball the varsity coach for my school stopped by our practice. I was totally rocking it before, but then she got there and I shanked 2 balls!! Gah, I wanted to go underground. Then she leaves, and I got an amazing pass, and rocked again the rest of practice.
Ugh, why do I do this to myself?! I'm up against some tough competitors for a spot on varsity next year. I'm so worried! One of the girls who's same position as me is going to a fancy shmancy v-ball club right now. The other girl I'm up against was preferred to me, although later in the season I did get just as much playing time as her, so I think that's good. And last year for varsity, I tried out for outside hitter, but I ended up being a backrow specialist and took a senior's spot who had been on the team the year before. What if that happens to me??!! Of course, she may not have been picked because she was preggers at the beginning of the summer then got an abortion...but I'll never know what was running through the coach's head. And if that was the case, well, I'm sure not getting preggers.
Don't even know if anyone will bother to read that, but it was good to get it out.
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