So, I'm still around. SAM!!!
, I'm glad college is going well for you. You seem to run into a lot of Marks. haha. There are many college boys running around that are fortunate enough to bask in your pressence. =D Again, I'm glad you're having fun and I wish you the best of luck.Contessa
, I somewhat agree with you. When someone is twenty years or younger they're just begining to grow into their adult lives and you're right so many are not ready to be in a life-long relationship. But, there are some that are ready for it.LENA!!
, I've missed you!! I hope you had a great birthday! =Dpsugar
, you have a right to be upset. Just focus on being good, very good
, friends. There's nothing wrong with not having a boyfriend. I can sympathize this is similar to how I felt about Brad and Carol dating. If she's as bad as you say he's going to realize that the relationship is going nowhere. Don't stress too much, focus on school, and feel free to rant some more.CHRISTINE!!
, Oh my god!!! I seriously felt the need to do a happy dance when I found out about your kiss!
And he is a cutie.
I'm so happy for you!Update Time
So I'll just recap my week by day and such.
Tuesday: Both Suzie and Carol were gone so Brad basically only talked to me, or at least it felt that way. We had some free time in class and he started filling out a college app to a school he wasn't even that interested in going to and because it was free. I told him that was a stupid idea and helped him look at schools after school. It was raining and of course I offered him a ride and he said no. Great, *cue me feeling rejected again* Nontheless, I was happy that day.
Wednesday: Carol and Suzie were back and I felt like I was at the bottom of his people-to-talk-to list. And I was very annoyed. More so at myself for letting myself feel rejected when it was no biggie and letting me get so affected by all of this. This continued all through Friday and kind of still.
Friday: Suzie had invited me to study with her for the SAT again and I accepted. That afternoon before meeting Suzie, I was running errends with a friend and she's been wanting to kidnapp Brad so I follow along and we went to Brad's house and he wouldn't come with us. When I met Suzie, I don't remember how we got on the topic of these "boy issues" and she was trying to get it out of me. She wanted names and exactly what was going. I told her it was about a boy and she was trying to figure out which boy. She even guessed Chris. haha. When she asked if it was Brad, I simply told her I wasn't saying. Unknowingly to me, Brad was also invited and came. Suzie told him that I wasn't telling her my secrets and said that I was "mad" at a boy. He pointed at himself saying that I was annoyed with him. So that only left me wondering why didn't he approach me and ask if I was mad at him? If he did, I wouldn't have been anymore. Evening went well-ish. I still wasn't comfortable with him and still am not.
Saturday: Big day! SAT. ick. It went well, in case you were wondering. I was in the same room as Brad and well it snowed the night before (riddiculous if you ask me. It shouldn't be counted as the first snowfall.) and being Brad he walked to school for the test. Suzie scolded him about that. Half the breaks we had I talked to a friend that was there that I hardly ever see and the other half to him. Once we were done testing I talked to my friend some more and then went to my car and ate the snacks I brought. I admit it I was hoping to see Brad again. After I called my mom telling her I was on my way home and began to pull out of the parking spot. Before I turned to head towards the highway I saw Brad walking out of the school and quickly decided to drive towards him. Rolling down my window I asked he wanted a ride and told him it was cold out, and how could he walk home. Basically it was me babbling, he asked if that meant "get in the car" I said yes. And sure it may be almost six months late since I first told you guys about always seeing him walk home in the cold I was giving him a ride. So, I don't know. I'm still mildly annoyed, but mostly with myself for letting me be so affected.
So that was my week and well I happened to tell Suzie about posting here and that I did feel better after posting on here and since I wouldn't give her any details she made it her mission to find me on here and know everything. She thought it was because I didn't trust her or love her as a friend. Which is not true. Apperently I have some 'splainin' to do tomorrow. haha. Well I better do my homework.
It really does feel great to be back!