i am getting ready to go- i cried just about all night last night- finally. I feel like i can get threw today without totally losing it. i looked at my photo album i made for her mom- i think i am gonna give to it her for Christmas.. It has Homecoming pictures.. and Pictures of Parties we use to go to( I made sure they wouldn't upset her) School Pictures, and just silly stuff we use to do, and i always had a camera on me(most of these were before i ever got a digital camera) I have pictures from her quinceanera, you may or may not know but it is like a sweet 16, except when you are Latina You celebrate your 15th b-day. She looked like a Princess! it was so much fun. I have pictures from the Hospital when her daughter was born- the smile on her face after 21 hours of labor and delivery, she was so happy.
but i am okay... i am thankful for my husband who didn't let me go last night- it all felt fresh again- shame on me for the way i am suppressing the grieving process... anyway i just wanted to drop by..
My husband sent me this link, the most expensive deer hunt. WARNING
it is very very gory and pretty nasty-- but at the same time you can't stop looking at it.. HOW DID IT HAPPEN?! weird.
anyway here it is :http://www.thamike.com/index.php?a=4&id=2411
poor deer or poor BMW?
edit- Happy Birthday Kimmy!
22 is not that grown up.
okay i am really leaving now..