I hate to be the one that pushes this thread over, but we have yet to get a new one, so i will make this fast.
Im just... exhausted. with everything. Ive just gotten into a rut, i dont think i can get out of. it hurts alot more than i can bear, i would put this off for another few weeks, but yeah. i kinda cant, i keep seeing that quote 'live your life for yourself & no one else' - this applies here. im going to follow my instinct on this one. Dont call, i wont pick up.