1.I knew something was going to happen, with what happened to Jasper and Bella in the chapter before. Edward's reaction to what happened at the birthday party for Bella was shocking, it was like it wasn't him, he was watching tv with charlie, whats up with that? I figured something was going to happen, and something big at the end of chapter 2, when Bella descibed the kiss as the one they had shared before he left her in the first book. From then on it was heart brake.
2.Yes, a very current exsperence. I am in 7th grade now, and switching from elementry school to middle school was something that I was excited about, I didn't think that it would change me, or my friends. My very best friend was put in different classes then me, mostly because she was on a different team. It was easy at the beging of the year, when you still have the strong bond, but as the year progressed I could feel the relationship sliping from my grasp. It was frightening, sad, and unsure, it was weird, I knew from the second I could feel it slip that things would never be the same, but I wanted to try at least, to maybe save the bond, but as time passed I no longer knew how to save it, it was a lost cause.
Our relationship moved to very best friends, to best friends, to friends, to aquantances, to well, strangers. Its hard to see her in the hallways and remember, the good times and the bad, after we no longer were talking on day to day baises anymore, I can rememeber myself crying at night wondering were are relationship went.
3.I knew that he was going to leave, I have my friends to thank for that, but I don't think that his speach was as harsh as his actions were before the speach, when you didn't know what was going on it was like, when is he going to snap out of it. But I knew he never was going to. When he talked to her in the woods it was like... signing a deal? Confurning a rumor? It was... I don't know, relief, possibly, to at least know what was going on. I knew that he was leaving, that was reality and I accepted it perfectly fine, I believed him when he said he was leaving Forks, I mean it's Edward he usully follows though on what he says.
Some part of me, even through all of the Jacob chapters was... yearning for him to turn around and come to his sences, the meddow scene kept flashing in and out of my brain. I wondered why.
I was crying as soon as he said, "Bella, were leaving," And I was balling when he kissed her on the cheeck, its not one of my favorite chapters in the book, but then again, who does love this chapter? Team Jacob? I doubt that even they like this chapter.
4.I was automaticly confused by Sam, I was still thinking Edward though, so I don't think I conprehened anything.
5. These pages were the hardest to read, its like, why would Edward leave her, I was crying, as I flipped page after page to finaly reach chapter 4, Waking Up, but even what Bella was thinking at the begening of that chapter had me crying even harder, "Time passes. Even when it seems impossible. Even when each tick of the second hand aches like a pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does. Even for me." - Bella Swan, New Moon