Oh my god tell me about it. The proposal is the ultimate turning point. Its like... complete confirmation on both sides that they DO love eachother equally, and that they belong together, FOREVER.
I kinda wish I could be Bella in Eclipse when she finally agrees to marry him (even if it is just for sex lol) because I think I would have reacted better, and I would have wanted it as much as Edward does. I know she comes through in Breaking Dawn eventually, but her initial reluctance and obvious horror at the idea kinda puts a downer on the whole thing, dontcha think?
It's typical Bella... and the wedding scene would not have been the same without her previous jitters, but I just wish she'd clocked on sooner.
OMDE! Yes the meadow scene is just....*le gasp faint* Ugh....I would kill to be Bella in that one scene..and of COURSE the proposal and ESPECIALLY wedding. How could you not swoon sigh at even the thought of their wedding. Complete awww moment. There's too many to list.
There are so many times I would die to be Bella, but the time I would want to be her the most would be the time when Edward has just found her right after James has found her. I LOVE this one the most because he is praying that she is alive and that she would just awaken and not ashamed of it. Another reason is in that scene he is willing to save her instead of drinking all of her blood and that he promises that he won't leave her. It gives me chills every time I read that!