My Wedding Thoughts:
Did we all not know that the wedding would be amazing just because Alice and Esme were the planners? I know i did. A few random things...
1.) I think that the wedding, even though dreaded by Bella, was everything she would have planned it if she hadn't been dreading it. I believe she wouldn't have done the same thing because she is no Alice and although it was beautiful it didn't reflect her as much but i think that in an essence it did. It reflected her and Edward's relationship and how beautiful it truly is.
2.) Although Jacob is not a favorite character of mine or even high on my list of liked characters, him showing up at the wedding made it everything Bella wanted it to be. There was always the part in her mind that longed for him to be there and i don't think it would have been a complete wedding, to her, without him there.
3.) I think that Jake's meltdown was a little much but if i were him i knew it made sense. You have to think that he is in LOVE with this girl, and he came to her wedding despite what he knew it would do to him when he had to say goodbye to her again with her on Edward's arm, the person she chose over him, and just walk away. Can't you see how hard that would be? And then knowing that she may never come back? Like she might be killed? It wasn't like Bella and Edward didn't know it would be challenging but Jacob didn't think taking the chance was worth it. So i think it was much but in the whole scenario, it wasn't anything compared to what Jake was capable of.
4.) I really like how she realized, when she was standing at the alter, that her whole fuss over the wedding and marriage was a dumb mistake. She knew that it didn't matter what anyone else thought about the whole ordeal. I knew that sooner or later she would come around because she really was going to be with Edward for as long as Humanly/Vampirey possibly, so it did not matter that she had to marry him in order to complete the deal. I believe that subconsciously she actually knew that too.
*The wedding was all that it was cracked up to be, the Cullens are always amazing in that way. They make everything perfect.
They were not calling to me; they were letting me go, leaving me to the black universe I had wandered for so many lifetimes. It wasn't black at all, it was blue. Warm, vibrant, brilliant blue... i floated into it with no fear at all.