Ihavemylion wrote:ok, Ill admit, Im new to the Twilight world. With my daughter its hard to read any book. However my boyfriend and I saw the movie the day it came out on On Demand. And of course, I went out the next day and got the movie (the 1 disk edition) Then two days later went out and got the 2 disk special edition, the Directors Notebook, and the BOOK!
I started reading the book about a week and half ago the first night I got to page 232 without even realizing it. and not knowing it was 12:30 AM. Just like the movie, I got sucked in. Sucked into the world of Bella and Edward. The romance, un dieing love between the two that are from different worlds.
When I read the first book I found out about Midnight Sun, and even though I didnt know the entire story yet, it almost broke my heart to read that Stephanie has put Midnight Sun on hold indefinitely. Now Im almost done with Breaking Dawn, and Im so sad knowing that my Twilight world is about to be over. Unless I re read them all. I WISH I was able to read Edwards words and thoughts. I feel we would be able to understand everything about Twilight a million times more. Theres still this unknown, this mystery in the book. That mystery is whats going on in Edwards head. I feel its so crucial to the story. Because Edwards love was more than any love there is. He had to fight EVERYDAY for the girl he loves. He had to keep her safe from himself.
I understand Stephanies side of the story. Its HER story. Her baby. Bella and Edward came from her brilliant mind and warm heart. The story that captivated all of us came from her fingers. Its hers and no one elses. The person that leaked the story (which I havnt and will not read until its published) is a selfish person. Why would they do that knowing she would find out, knowing how important this story is to her and all the fans?
If I ever had the chance to tell Stephanie my thoughts and my beliefs it would be this:
Dont let your story die. Dont let some insignicant, selfish, heartless person ruin your creativity. Dont let Edward and Bella sit in your mind waiting to be released. Your Edward should be able to tell his side of his and Bella's story. These books, mean more to people than you will ever know. Me personally, I relate SO well to Bella. I have always felt like and outcast, and outsider in school, with friends, with family. Im 20 now and still feel like the outsider. Sometimes I even feel like Im an outsider with myself. Watching myself live my everyday life, not knowing what Im feeling or doing. When I am reading Twilight (and watching the movie, but more reading) I escape from all problems, chaos and troubles in my life. I feel like I am in Forks, in the meadow, In the Twilight life. It helps me to read your words. It takes me away. and I love that. I FINALLY have something to take me away. Im not into drugs or drinking. Music was the only thing that took me away, but lately that hasnt been helping. But your words, your creativity, your mind is doing it. And doing an amazing job at it.
Please continue your writing. Continue this story. Continue the love we all wish we had. Keep us on our toes and wanting more. Screw the person that was so jealous they had to steal your work. Dont punish the rest of us. But more importantly, DONT PUNISH YOURSELF! We all know you created Bella, Edward, Twilight. And we will always love you for that!
Anyways, I just had to get my thoughts on this issue out. Stephanie will probably never read it but maybe someone somewhere will, and more people will help Stephanie realize she needs to keep her "baby" growing.
Thanks for reading
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