1.)i never thought that victoria was going to appear in new moon. it just wasnt the right atmosphere for her to come.
victoria was not one of the biggest things in this book and so i never considered her at this point.
2.) i think he's right because im all for team edward
nah, only joking. i think he shouldnt feel that way about himself, but understand why he does. he honestly feels a monster because he loves bella, but at the same time is putting her at risk, and so it really gets to him
3.) tbh, it kind of annoyed me. though jacob was slightly ott when he found out. he was probably really sickened by the thought of how close bella was to becoming a vampire
4.) at this point, bella owes the cullens nothing and it doesnt feel wrong that she tells him everything. in a way you want her to, because then jacob can help her
5.) i knew she wasnt going to die (there was still like 2/5 of the book left), but i cant really remember what i was thinking. i was crying at the time, and it was really strange. i wasnt crying out of sadness but out of desperation and loss and anger.
maybe i was just way too emotional, but in that chapter i really felt i was bella