starmie_alice_holter wrote:Well, I knew that it would be hard for Jasper, the way that she was controlable. I mean look at it: out of everyone in the family, he was the only one who, up to Twilight, was still having trouble adjusting and abstaining. I felt sorry for him. Everything just seemed to remind him of what kind of jacked-up past he had, which, as a result, could make him feel like more of a monster than the others.
Yeah, I stick with you. I understand he feels bad about himself. But I think no vampire was as prepared for immortality as Bella was. Maybe if becoming a vampire was an option to him, he might have dealled with the newborn fase in a different way and the same goes to the others. It doesn't change anything he had done before, but being closer to Bella might help him. I don't think it's easy to her as well. It an everyday battle. Somedays is easier than others.