skylarblue, it's sad that we're so bang on about the same thing, eh? at least i know i'm in good company.
i don't know if this is advice, but it's the mantra i've been chanting to myself lately: although i've had some horrid experiences in the past, not every guy is a jerk.
that's my biggest problem, i measure all guys by the jerks i've met. well, i'm going to break free from the shackles of the past and surge forward into the future...
...tomorrow, or maybe the next day...i'm tired and it's time for bed.