re-reading it for the umpteenth time loving reliving it by doing these mini survey things 1. What were your feelings while reading this chapter? Was Bella’s transformation what you expected, how so?
im really glad that stephenie put this in and that she didn't just skip it and have it be like 'and then Bella was a vampire' i felt like it gives you a slight insight into what all of the other Cullens had to go through, well a little anyway. when Bella was describing how she couldn't move because of the morphine i felt her anxiousness but then in all honesty its not as though she would've moved or cried out anyway because she doesn't want to hurt Edward mentally by showing how much pain she is in as she says.2. It seems the pain of the transition cannot be lessened. Knowing this, would you be willing to undergo this transition? If Bella had known what the morphine would do, would she have still undergone the transition using the morphine?
yes of course she would've done shes spent basically the entire saga begging for Edward or any of the other Cullens to change her, she knows there is no other way that she can realistically be with him for the rest of her life and the fact that he won't live in a world where she doesn't exist, and if i had the same choice i would still do it pain or no pain.3. Once this is over, do you think Bella will ever tell Edward about the morphine, her transition? How do you think Edward would have reacted if Bella had cried out?
no Bella won't ever tell him she doesn't want him to feel guilty about anything or hurt him in anyway, also what would be the point well apart from the one that she states when she is thinking of telling Carlisle, if they were to have make a new vampire. If Bella had cried out id say Edward would flip out maybe panic try and find something that he could do to ease her pain maybe.4. Why do you feel Edward kept the baby from the room when Bella awakes?
because as a newborn they weren't exactly sure of how she would reactto Renesmee even though she is half vampire, they weren't to know that her preperation mentally would help her behaviour and reactions