I'm heeeeeeeeeeeeeeere. Yeah, I decided not to do anything after the show tonight because I hung out at my friend Emily's house after school. So yeah. Updates... After I comment! :]
Talk to HUG (Hot Ukranian Guy) in PE! There's no reason not to. You say you're an "outcast..." Not true! Outcasts don't have friends. I'm sure you have friends. :] So who cares if he's "popular?" What does that word really mean anyway. I think you're popular if you're happy with who you are and you want other people to know that... That's you. :] So just be confident, believe in yourself, and strike up a conversation! Join in on a group discussion with him and his friends. Put yourself out there. :]
Awww, Ben's a sweetie, as usual. And yes, that sounds like a date to me! Maybe not a really formal one, but it's just you two hanging out, so that's a date. I'm so excited for you! I'm sure you'll have lots of fun. :] And Gus needs to lay off... You're Ben's girl. ;] No, but it sounds like maybe he has a little crush on you... so be careful. Which it sounds like you are. As for using smilies, I use them ALL the time. And honestly, they mean different things in different situations. (Haha, the crypticness of smilies...) But really. It varies. So use them at your own discretion: everyone has their own style. :]
I'm glad you're content. All that sounds good. :] And yes, resist Josh. Well, flirt with him but don't take it too far... Hey, you have to have some fun! ;]
Awww, Eli's adorable. I can't wait to find out what this surprise is! I'm sure it's something really sweet... Keep us posted! :]
So as for me...
School today was pretty uneventful.
But after school...
So getting ready for the show, a few things happened.
Joey and Coomer both approached me, standing really close to me, and Coomer said, "Do you hate me?" And I was like, "No, Coomer." And he said, "So we're friends, right?" And I said, "Yes, Coomer, why are you asking me this?" And Joey chimed in, "Because sometimes we just can't tell. I mean, I love you, but we just can't tell sometimes..." Haha. But they were really close to me and Andy busted in and was like, "Step off her!" Lol. So later they made me give them hugs and tell them that I love them so they could be happy again... Haha.
And after the show, Patrick was like, "It was really great working with you. Really. I'm really glad you were in this show. *big bear hugs*" It was really cute.
And everything sort of unraveled tonight...
So Joey kept talking to me with other people around and he'd be like, "I need to talk to you later." I was like whaaa? And at one point he goes, "Christine, you look beautiful..." Me: "Thanks, Joey." Him: "Isn't is weird when you tell a friend, who you might have a crush on or something, that they look good and then there's an awkward silence... And you don't know whether to say, 'Just kidding' and seem like a jerk or whether to say nothing and look creepy... Oh yes, that's amusing..." I was like, "Uh... You lost me..." Haha. AWKWARD.
And then after the show, Joey texted me and said, "So Coomer sort of confessed that he has a crush on the person I love... YOU." I was like, "Oh, really? Interesting..." He stopped texting me after that. Haha...
And then Tim came to the show tonight, alone. And after the show, he waited to say hey to Emily and me... It was really cute, I'm not going to lie. He was all cute in this blue and red striped polo and he was just smiling like, "You guys did really good. I really enjoyed it." It was really sweet. And we stood there awkwardly for a minute and then hugged him goodbye. And now we're Facebook chatting. I suddenly have remembered all the reasons I'm friends with him and may have a semi-crush on him. He's adorable. :]
This is a side note, but there was some random couple who were sitting in the center just making out the whole time... It was creepy.
So now for my Andy update... drumroll...
So all day and all before the show he was SO EXCITED. "I can't wait to find out!" "YAY, I get to find out today!" Yeah. Very enthused. So it comes time to tell him, we're in the final scene on the picnic blanket together. So we have some lines and then the final monologue starts and we have some time before we have to start "swaying" to the music and staring off into the distance... Yes, very theatrical haha. So it went something like this (this is in really close whispers, by the way. Like really close):
Andy: Tell me.
Me: Hold on...
Andy: TELL ME!
Me: Hold on...
Andy: 'Till when?
Me: Just hold on...
Andy: WHO IS IT!?
Me: *looks at him with a smirk* It's you. *looks away with a grin*
*music starts, swaying commences*
Andy: *stays frozen for a good fifteen seconds before starting to sway*
So we do curtain call and all that and get all of our stuff together. I go to take my costume downstairs. And he comes with. It's just us. Everything's totally normal, it's not weird. So then we go to the dressing room and we're alone and he goes, "Has it been that person the whole time?" And I said, "Whole time?" And he said, "This whole month and a half of you telling me about it." And I said, "No [it used to be Jordan, FYI, but he doesn't know Jordan]..." And he said, "You couldn't have told me that?" So we leave and he gives me a hug bye. And he drives away and texts me, "So you got me. I was totally shocked and surprised. Didn't see that coming." Haha, I sooooo called that one... But then he texted me and said, "But I feel the same." And I said, "I know." So I don't really know where that leaves us. Obviously he's not going to just go break up with Cara because I might have a crush on him... And he shouldn't. I don't want him to. Plus, I couldn't date him anyway. He smokes. That just doesn't work out. But yeah...
That's my update.