K ive bin away a long time so catching up is hard so correct me if anything i say is wrong ect.
In my opinion there really is nothing wrong with wanting a guys bod... hey we all do it, ive watched many movies just because the lead was fit... so have fun at the party
hmmm yes very true hes pushed LC off for me... i hate guys like Jay... think im going to have to have some words though, especially after the conversation we had had the other day, and when we see things like this happen people wonder why we're cynical about guys??
And i know jacob hasnt said that he wont... and im only 90% sure that thats what i want, but he hasnt yet has he? btw get to the fone im calling now.
And yes kissing Jordain was very stupid but at least you liked him at the time, and i can understand why getting over damian is hard, hes such a nyc person but some things are jsut not meant to work out, no matter how much we want them to.
And yes go ahead with screwing things up with dan. Everytime he comes on msn or rings me the first things he says is, Hi, i say r u ok, hes says no i love shiv. So sort him out!!!!!!!!!!!
ill try not to lol. *hugs back*
thats a really good attitude on the cara situation though... some of us arent always that strong :S
But your right, due to the zoe thing im starting to think that lads that go off their girlfriends for another girl arent very good... as who says they wont do the same to you? But if they break up for other reasons then i think thats a lot better. Lmao about the dream
K you want details... ill try my best lol
I ended things with Ben because i really wasnt ready for a relationship at the time, and things were starting to get really confusing, so i did the typical me thing and went with my instincts. But we have both admitted that we still like each other a bit a few months on, but im kinda trying to just ignor that.
After ending things with Ben, one of my best friends Tim made a move on me, stupidly i didnt push him away (im not on about a really bad move btw... jus a little one if you get me) but it totally ruined our friendship
So there i was... single and loving it, close friends with both Gav and Jacob but no expectations
Until Gav started liking me... we were so close i think it was hard to determine whether what i felt for him was more than friends or not. But yes i liked him a little.. but yes it was stupid of me to kiss him, i thought we had everything sorted afterwards though and he knew how i felt.... but last week we had a really nice friendly day out and when we said goodbye, he tried to kiss me, id learnt my lesson and turned him away. But after that he didnt speak to me, which made me feel relly bad. Im becoming known for my brutal honesty lately so the other day on msn i jus said everything, and apparently im hard to understand, but he gets it now... but things have still been a little off, and i hope we can get our friendship back to the way we were, i just have no idea how to do it.
K im probably boring you now... but ill get it all out
To finish off... Jacob is a lad ive known for about 5 years and for most of that we've been friends. Then a few weeks back, i went out and my drink got spiked
resulting in me kissing quite a few people, one of them jacob. However Jacob is the only one i remember. Me and Jacob have always been a little flirty but this just started things off and we have been talking constantly and kissing a few times ect... we've even done lets meet the parents (which i absolutely hate and spend most of the time as red as a tomato). Hes nice.. and the first lad ive had reltionship/not with thats my age which is a good and bad thing. But it ironic that as soon as im redi for a relationship... he doesnt ask me out, but when im not, i have three ready to go if i wanted
SO UNFAIR. I dont know what to do about anything anymore lol but since i last spoke on here ive learnt quite a few lessons at least.
anyways thats about it... advice
Soz bout the super long post