One of the worst things with my body is actually that I'm naturally skinny, it doesn't amtter how much i eat, i never puit weight on (i know this sounds stupid...let me contuinue) but i have an anorexic friend who is really jealous of me for that reason and it really depresses me, and i can't talk to her and try and help her with her problem as it sounds really patronising if I say anything. I can't help her because then she just feels even worse that I can be like this naturally and she(who has a perfect body...i don't see what her problem is, i would give anything to look like she used to(before she started loosing weight)) and she has to work realy hard to be that size.
I have stretch marks on my thighs, and I feel really stupid if I go swimming or on holiday to the beach.and that left stretch marks on me which means no matter how skinny I get I wont be able to wear a bikini without feeling akward
This problem has really made me think twice about if I ever want kids....(unlike my friends, who all have their perfect families planned out) I have never been very maternal, but the worry of stretch marks i think will really make me think twice in the future about kids. (i know that what i just said sounds really superficial of me, but i can't help how i feel)
My lack of curves annoys me. All my friends seem to have the most perfect hour glass figures (or something equally as gorgeous) and i'm just a plank of wood.
although, i have started to come to terms with it....my friends and family find my simmalarities to keira knightly in appearence quite comical (apparently I also have a face abit like hers...i don't see it, but heyho, i'm not going to take it as an insult) so i'm getting to terms with it.
I don't feel presured by the magazines and things....in fact i couldn't be less affected by the media about my appearence, it's what i see around me, my friends and real people i know, that makes me feel weird and....really annoyingly.... underdeveloped.